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No matter where you are…

I think if I were a poet, I would probably have a blog where I could say what I want to say, poetically.  Sadly, I am not a poet and am forced to use the medium of photography, together with some accompanying text and references to song or movie on my mind.

Today was a gray day (and rainy).  Yesterday was pretty much the same.  I had a few hours today to contemplate life: my work, my family, my hopes, my dreams.  Off into the woods I went, down to the lake.  It was cold, it was wet.  I stared out at the lake.  How deep is it, I wondered.  And, how cold was it down below… and how dark?  Isn’t that that what life is like?  We wonder how bad it can get before it gets better.  And, we wonder what’s the best we can hope for in life.  When life gets hard, we just want to run… run, run, run.  Where to?  The lake?  And then what?  Swim… dive… deeper and deeper.  Far from it all.  And then I see it before me, like the lifesaver above me at the surface of the water.  There is hope (and rescue).  You just have to reach out and grab it.  It’s there for you (and for us all).  We don’t have to do it all alone.  Grab it, whether it is the love of your family, a friend, or your God.  Don’t drown.  Like the lyrics of the fantastic Smashing Pumpkins song, ‘Drown’, No matter where you are, I can still hear you when you drown.

... I can still hear you when you drown.

American Beauty

So this post will give you another snap shot into how I think, and how I link things in my mind.  First, I’m big into “threes”:  I like movies, music… and old cars. The name of the post, American Beauty, refers to the car, a beautiful 1941 Buick Eight, but it is also the title of one of my favorite films.  The music I listened to while processing this image is ‘All Right Now‘, by the group Free.  Not only is that song a great driving song (thus linked to the car and my dream of driving it), but the same song is also featured in one of my favorite scenes in the movie American Beauty (when the character Lester buys his dream car, a red 1970 Pontiac Firebird, and plays the same  song while driving home).  Come to think of it, it’s been awhile since I’ve watched that flick.  Think I’ll watch it after I post this classic American Beauty!

American Beauty

Now that the war is through with me…

You ever feel like a tool?  No, not that kind of a tool.  I’m talking about the kind of tool who is used and abused by the system (or the ‘Man’ if you will), only to return for more of the same day after day.  It’s made especially tough when you’ve got half-wits throwing sand into the machinery because they don’t take a moment to think things through before they act.  Why do we put up with it?  We definitely do it for more than a paycheck, I can tell you that.  We do it because we believe we can make a difference, at least a little.  We have faith in what our system tells us about good and evil.  When I stood in this space, I thought of all the soldiers who must have come through this old Soviet hospital through the years, believing what the Commissar told them about being defenders of the faith.  Knowing what they did at the end, would they do it all over again?  Would we?

Now that the war is through with me...

Towards the within

Here’s a shot I processed while listening to one of my favorite groups, Dead Can Dance (DCD). I’m listening to the song ‘Summoning of the Muse’ as I type this blog out on my iPad shortly after checking in to my hotel. The church bells and chant-like vocals are perfect for this gothic style cathedral, and both the photo and the song seem an appropriate follow-on to yesterday’s post.

Towards the within

The People under the Stairs

The thought of something creepy under the stairs has haunted every child, including me.  Eventually, we “grow up”.  We lose a lot of the imagination and wonderment we had that was so much a part of us, the one that told us anything was possible.  I suppose that’s a natural part of growing up, but I believe it is important to unlock that imagination and let it run wild now and again.  I find it easy to let my imagination do just that when I’m shooting n a place like this one.  It helps me find the “creative place” within, the one I suppressed year after year as I left behind fantasy, adventure and… yes, fear of the people under the stairs.

The People under the Stairs

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